Will she make it or fake it #2

So lawyer woman is running and running and panting and panting on rubber belt. 

Sweating, sweating, sweating, drinking coca-light nd getiing feeling of angriness towards doctor and his prescriptions of diet and drugs. 

It is very important u r loosing the weight. Very important or u will go dropping dead.

Yes, we r hoping this is not happening very soon in time, but we will all be dropping dead. Some time. Lawyer woman is responding and trying differnt type of smiling.

She is doing the thinking doctor is pissing and irritating, she knows an reaching for more drink, coz of the much sweat poruing down her face. 

Like she doesnt know about the cost benefitting and lean and reducing of costs.

Like she doesnt know about welfare and state and the costs and the benefits and ppl just asking for benefits and not producing, like she doesnt know about begging and asking for more welfare, n the invention of all kinds of diseases and being of the sick, to achieve more of the money.

She is now feeling the anger and pressing the speed upwards. 

Faster and faster. 

Faster and faster, she is running much harder than her neighbor bony-ass woman.

Like she doesnt know anything about demands and structures, and seeing clear. 

She is drinking the coke and her fatness is doing movements like blubber on a jellyfish.

As if she had never registered the looks of content from bypassers on the streets and subways, while she is making her way down the steps, as if she never noticed the looks for young men, saying statements like, big fat sow. 

Like the writing in fat letters of grafitti. 

She stared back, that is what she is doing everytime they r sending her The Look. 

They dont know Lawyer woman, what she is carrying on the inside, she is the knowledge of structure and control, and decision.

It is not about the receiving. 

There is treatment of everything. 

Diapositas, depressions, ptsd, treatment plans and pills. 

It is the Will Showing The Way. 

She is never meeting the people she is doing the reading about. 

All the life stories, she never sees the faces of these people. 

Thanks to the Gods. 

All these soft left leaning social workers, good grief, she is telling them the true story of life.

She is like the strong cliff of the mountain, she is refering the paragraphs and the laws, and she is now again increasing the speed.

Treatment should be tried, before of any money to be received. Love ur country or leave it, she is still running, running and panting.

Like for example, one social worker-consultant came in with profile. 

She is immigrant-woman, worked two yrs on labour market, once, when? sometime in the 80s, 7 childrens, arthritis, adipositas. 

Hello, HELLLLO, she is screaming now, how diffucult is this? 

Try using the small pea inside the head u have called a brain! 

Oh how she is running and increasing the speed now. 

I am saying NO. NO. NO. Nothing for this person. She needs to face the realities of the life. 

But this woman cannot do the work. What is the point.

A little more speed on this one.

Social worker is bending her back, and disappearing slowly outside the door with all the papers, biting of the lips.

To be cont. sad municipality man with no much hair and no colour in hair, is telling me long story. 

He is customer of mine and doing much talking. 

I am doing the listening. 

This is story he is telling me of the woman in the gym. 

Until then i am doing the saying: 

Good nite and good luck.